Maybe that is the cruelest irony: even the wish to have never been born requires being born to wish it.

This is a heavy, emotional theme—often explored in existential literature, poetry, or personal essays about depression, regret, or philosophical despair (similar to passages in Ecclesiastes or works by Emil Cioran).

And yet… I write this down. Which means some part of me still wants to be heard. Some part still hopes that by speaking the unspeakable wish, I might loosen its grip.