“Yes.”
“He is a widower,” Janaki added, her voice softer now, as if wrapping the truth in cotton wool. “Forty-two. Two children. An accounts officer.”
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“The widower,” Raman said, “lost his wife to fever. He raised those two children alone for three years. A man who weeps in private is not weak, Meera. He is tired.”
The morning light, pale as a jasmine bud, filtered through the coconut fronds and fell across the kolam at the threshold. Meera knelt there, her fingers moving in slow, practiced arcs, drawing a web of rice flour that would feed the ants and please the goddess. At nineteen, she was an illanthalir —a tender sprout—caught between the shade of her mother’s anxieties and the harsh sun of a world that demanded she bloom before she was ready. “Yes
He arrived in a clean white shirt, his children—a boy of seven and a girl of five—clinging to his legs. The boy had his mother’s eyes; the girl, her silence. Meera watched them from the verandah, a brass tumbler of buttermilk in her hands.
Meera didn’t look up. She already knew. Letters from Chennai always arrived on Thursdays. And letters from Chennai always carried the weight of her uncle’s expectations: a proposal, a photograph, a horoscope. An accounts officer
And for Kannan—who, she now understood, had never really been a choice. He was a dream she had pressed between pages, and dreams, once pressed, stop breathing.