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He wrote a new email. Not to the elders, but to the only person he still spoke to from the congregation: a quiet, gray-haired brother named Mark who sat in the back row and never commented, just like Elias used to do.

He tucked the bookmark into his pocket. He wasn’t sure if he would ever walk through those gray doors again. But he knew he wasn’t done searching. And perhaps, he thought, that was the most honest prayer he had offered in fourteen months. jw-org

Without her, the meetings felt like a play where everyone knew their lines except him. He wrote a new email

Outside, the city lights flickered on, one by one, like reluctant candles. He wasn’t sure if he would ever walk

“That’s good,” Elias had said. “That’s really good.”

Instead, he opened a drawer in his desk. Underneath old receipts and a dead cell phone, he found a faded jw.org bookmark. On the back, in his mother’s shaky handwriting, was a single scripture: “Jehovah is near to those who are broken at heart.” — Psalm 34:18.

He realized he was not angry at the organization. He was not seduced by the world. He was just tired. And in that tiredness, the Kingdom Hall felt less like an ark and more like another room where he had to perform.