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That guy isn’t on the orange app. He’s probably at home, reading an amateur gay blog, wondering if he should send a message.

Here’s the thing nobody tells you about being an amateur gay blogger: you have to fail publicly so other people feel less alone. So here is my failure.

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But here’s what I’m holding onto: For every Brad with a truck, and every Mark with a controller, there’s a guy out there who is also tired. Tired of the games. Tired of the scripts. A guy who just wants to hold hands at a farmer’s market and complain about the price of tomatoes.

I swiped left so hard I nearly cracked my screen protector. amatuer gay blog

I deleted the app at 6:00 AM the next morning (couldn’t sleep, anxiety brain).

Then he asked: “So, what do you do for work?” That guy isn’t on the orange app

Okay, don’t yell at me.